I was clean for like two weeks but whenever my depression start and I get really said I just start cutting. He also said that Harry styles looks stupid because he is wearing feminine clothing on the cover of vogue. Today he stated calling my cousin who is mtf by male pronouns and her dead name and said that she could just be experimenting and that she is not a girl. My dad has said that homosexuals have ruined the word gay. My mom has said that she would always support me but she has tried to force me to come out as trans or anything other than female 4 times. So I am a closeted trans ftm gay asexual and I came out as asexual to my mom on the 11th of October and she said that I was too young to know. So I am just going to vent but I ask that I please have a reply.